Well that sucks, I lost what I just wrote....oh well

Hey so I found out that at least one person reads this thing, Shout out to DDDDDDDDDonald.... lol but any ways, just some thought that I had today that seemed to just be good... So I went to the beach today, I wasn't driving so I had the chance to read some, so I pulled out my old journal from this past semester, As in journal I mean the place where you write down what the Lord is showing you that day or basically anything you feel like writing thats pertinent..(sp)...So just some things I read made me think of what I was going thru at those times and how hard it seemed, and yet the Lord was with me through it all, and all of it turned out. I mean we struggle so hard in ourselves to get crap done, by crap I mean Life. We doo so much, and now im just speaking out of my head because I didn't plan to say this but, thats whats wrong with the world today, I do think the enemey planned it that was, and has tried his best to keep our eyes off of what truly is real. I mean take a step back sometimes and just listen to what people are saying, you can tell if they are in the world or not by just what they say, everything that the world says goes against what God says to do. "Trust no one"...the Word..."Trust in God"...you know whats also sad is our country taking our trust in God so serious that the devil decided to make a mockery of it. I just thought of this, it really is quite humerous, the devil has even destroyed American people (in general, our society) with the spoils of the $${Almighty Dollar Bill}$$ which has the inprintation of "In God we Trust" on it. You think the devil finds pleasure in the fact that he took the thing that we were trying to make what we were establishing our country on, not the dollar, but God. Then he turns all attention on the dollar instead of the words. So if your ever in doubt of what to do, unless its your parents telling you what you should do, see if it lines up with what God wants, in his word, what he says. Chances are it blatent disregard of what he says and pretty much everything that most people say is totally against our God. So there's the first and last key...if It doesn't represent God totally and purly watch out for it! Its probly C___R____A_____P_____ Thats another reason for me to believe in my God even more, everything that the world says tries to pull me away from Him and is in Disregard....lol funny stuff...Hope your having a blessed day, and I wish you a continuity if you are and a start if you don't think you are.

Keep your eyes on the road son. Take the narrow path. Don't worry about whats up ahead, don't worry about what they said, Keep your eyes on the road son. Be faithful in the things that are around you now that are what you are dealing with now. Don't worry...don't you think that I've already chosen the better way. I will give you the peripheral vision you need to see the big things.

Wow!...Can I say that again...Wow...I mean really, just words can't express. If you havn't ever been on an encounter, its truly a redeeming experience where I truly did have an Encounter with God. Confirmation's, Filling, Dilivered, Sheilded, Revelation, Praise, Found, New Eyes...these are just some of the things that I saw while I was there at Becky's Lodge (lol) for 3 days. Guys just growing up spiritually right before your eyes, and really getting rid of alllllll the CRAP excuse me let me be real, alllll the Shit that you've had to deal with, thats you've done, and have held up inside and kept out of the light; things that I didn't even know I was still holding onto. It really comes back to the realization of the 3 things I think, three major things that I learned and have been sealed down in my spirit, I am a SON of the Living God; Before I was even a thought or dream, I was His son. Just as Jason Upton's song says, you are a Child of Freedom, a Child of Promise, and when pastor Aaron was speaking on this, wow...Amazing. I just don't even feel like talking about it any more, just ask..lol. If you don't know how to ask leave a comment and then I'll reply. My boy sneed showed me some pretty cool picutures this afternoon..if you were wondering why I had that picture up there, I just like it. LOL I think it might actually be the same one sneed used on his blog...who knows..I LOVE YOU JESUS! sorry had to shout...;)

The Spirit of laziness…I was dealing with this spirit today, for some reason, I don’t know really why, except that maybe I havn’t been getting enough sleep lately that I havn’t been doing any of my school work. I was trying to read my bible from the time I got back from cell-group to the time before my 2nd class and I just couldn’t accomplish this feat…. For some reason I just kept falling asleep, and once I was asleep, it was all I could do to not wake up.I even recall waking up for a second and starting to pray, just for the day and how the Lord would use me and what not, and then one of my friends from down the hall comes in and is like “Brandon” and I realized I was almost ½ asleep so that woke me up just long enough to tell him I had burned him the cd’s he wanted and then he left. Then I fell asleep, knowing I was trying to pray….HOW DO YOU DEFEAT SOMETHING YOU CAN’T SEEM TO CONTROL!? First (for me) I had to realize there was a problem, because w/o knowing there is a problem how are you going to know some things wrong.??? Then it comes down to “What are you going to do about it” So right before, I mean right before, I think I woke up with like 20 mins before class. I sent a txt message to my friend Mike, who is also my cell leader asking him to pray for me, because I knew that this spirit had been on me for awhile now and that I needed to overcome it. Then I just began to pray the spirit off of me, and amazingly we had just been talking about (in cell group) how a physical action has a spiritual effect. So I began to throw the spirit off of my body, I grabbed it from my hands, my mind, my body and my legs and feet my eyes my ears and threw it away and did it a second time just to make sure I got it all, all the while praying “Lord I cast this off in Jesus name”. Also proclaiming my victory through Jesus Christ, I am more than a conqueror through him, Resist the devil and he must flee….are some things that came to mind. So whenever you feel overcome with a spirit of doubt, any spirit at all know that God has called you to be more than a conqueror in him and that the Light of Christ Shines through you and the Devil must flee, and that includes all of his influence and spirits.

Well I realized that I named my blog this, not only because its my favorite name I made up as a gamer, but later on it bacame, Xs- after I got saved. What does this mean might you ask.... Well lets see if you can think of what "X" stands for, I'll give you a hint...A time of year known for a fat guy with a red suit, and of gifts, and probly the greatest gift of all. (too bad not everyone understands what/who that gift is). So if you don't know what I'm talking about now what might you write on a box around christmas, yeah "X-mas"...so what does X stand for...Christ...so but that altogether..."Christ's unlimited"...basically I've come to the point where I'm begining to understand that through Christ, and God's will, I am invincible, through Him I am (Romans 8:27) more than a conquerer. Hence I am unlimited through Him especially because (John 3:34) He doesn't give his spirit my measure. So what does that mean??? Well looks to me that if I am filled with the spirit, I have the same spirit Jesus had! Thats awsome to me. So whats the point of this? You are Unlimited through Christ!!!!!!!!!!!!! ~>*Period*

T here's this cool thing about the Lord, He is never changing He is always giving. He is always sending His prescence upon us. He always is bringing us fire, the question for me lately has been, are you kindeling your fire? I was thinking bout this this morning during cell-group, and I was reminded of this song which for some reason I can't seem to recall the name of but goes something to this effect..."As I lift my hands to heaven, Let your fire fall down on me, rekindle the fire within me Lord, Once again." And I think thats just what the Lord really does want to do, He never fails I truly do believe He doesn't want us to fail He is always sending us the fire to accomplish and conquer the day.(Romans 8:37) I don't think the and I know that this isn't true that God is the reason we might fail during the day, but that we just aren't open to the heavens to recieve the prescence of the Lord. Its time to conquer the day! Take the flame and passion that the Lord Jesus Christ came with for YOU.

I just thought this picture was incredible, for my first "blog" I'll talk about it. God Says he's word will be a lamp unto my feet and light into my path. Isn't this picture just awsome if we could just grab a hold on to that verse and just know that God wants us to follow His path.I truly think that if we are consistently seeking Him this is how our path will seem to us.